this day my heart skipped a beat...
it sunk into a state of coma...
once again im numb...
serenade my broken heart with music for i need comfort now...
i cnt make you like me, all i can do is to be there for you...
your silence makes me weak, for i have lost all sense of direction...
youre my pillar and strength, without you i lose a part of me...
desperate im calling out your name...
time and time again i talk to myself.
asking myself questions that jus demands so much....
i wanna let it all go... take it easy...
sent out invites yesterday but cancelled it cus i felt im doing something wrong to myself.
i cnt hav 70+ close friends. thats jus not possible. though i wish to...
its time for a close friend. time for someone that i should spend more time with.
work, i dnt knw what to say about it.
perfection perfection perfection... im really tired of standing out...
i havent mend my heart yet. im really gonna break it sooner or later...
if i let it go now... i might nvr ever be able to get it back again...
questions that need answers...
i need medication...
